merely talk

I had a bad day yesterday. Hence the no posting. By the time I got home from work at 6 I was ready to crawl into a dark hole and die. Fortunately I decided to call my boy and go to bed early instead. Which I think was really the better choice.

Things are looking better today. Much like anything, all I needed was a good sleep and a new take on the situation with a new day. I can honestly say I believe things will work out. Something I couldn't even fathom last night. I spent most of yesterday unable to eat, or think straight. With a feeling like I was drowning, and fighting it was futile. It really wasn't a good place to be and I'm glad it's over. I would really like to thank my Mom and Miah for talking me through it. For distracting me, and (in Miah's case) making me laugh.

(By the by I'd rather not say what happened. It's embarrassing and I feel like an idiot. And I know I shouldn't be writing around it, cause that's pretty much taunting my dear readership, and I'm sorry. But please respect that I don't really want to tell anyone about it. Or talk about it. )

Anyway.

Today was a much better day. It was sunny, both my sessions went impeccably well, and I have fun plans tonight. I'm heading out with two lovely girls from work. Who might become new friends. Should be good.